Psychology of the Sleeper awakening

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dale coba
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Psychology of the Sleeper awakening

Post by dale coba » Mon Aug 27, 2012 8:38 am

Now she knows the horrible truth, she is an android!

She's a machine, an object, and her Owner will program and control every part of her future.
There's no returning to human from machine.
She will obey without question.
She has lost her status, her personhood, her self.

The battle for her humanity lost, she clings to a few faint, plaintiff questions.
1) Since she had thought she was a person with memories and a past,
she has no idea when she was upgraded, which of her memories predate the transformation:
So which memories are real? (i.e. they happened and are genuinely hers?)

2) She realizes, she can't trust that any of her memories are real, that they happened to her while human.
What age was she, when she was rebuilt?
Maybe none of her memories are real, and she was never human at all!
Then, in addition to losing her future self, her past self would also have been shown to be an illusion.

3) Finally, she sees the truth. She can never know if memory or observation is true,
if an event or memory came from the world, or was purely a calculation on her chips.

#1 is alarming, embarrassing, scary, but the transformation is final;
and those negative emotions are quickly shut down.

#2 is scary, disorienting, depersonalizing - and humbling,
A robot that thought she was a human has been behaving far above her station,
oblivious every time she gave an order to a human
how she was actually regarded or ignored.

She has lost her ability to filter out that aspect of her memories,
and all those moments rush back, clarified, to chide her for acting like a foolish child.
But there's no emotion to be felt.

Each realization can only pound the point home,
- that since she can't go back in time (and what, apologize?) -
she must act better and better at all times from now on,
through the efficient execution of all programs and sub-routines.

#3 takes all weight and significance away from her memories.
She can never know if or not they were real,
so the struggle to discover the truth about that,
or to atone for her past pretentiousness,
are both nullified.

That what I call an android emptied of ego.
Free from personal thoughts, she now can obey without disturbance.
(schwing!)

- Dale Coba
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